which angel am i…

“Archangel Jophiel is the Angel of endurance, freedom of thought, wisdom, truth, beauty, and illumination of the mind and spirit. He assists us in absorbing intricate information and in dealing with complex matters, and guides us along our aspired spiritual path to enlightenment.
Jophiel, inclined to help us see and maintain beauty in life, is the Patron Angel of artists and helps them in every step towards the completion of their work. Also, he loves those using inventions, discoveries, or revolutionary ideas for the greater good of humanity, and gives them special support, for as well-meant as the efforts of a pioneer often are, success will seldom come without doubt and humiliation.

Jophiel shares with us his wisdom and selfless patience that will strengthen us at times when we are close to resignation, and encourages those who are wishing to make a change that seems impossible to do to keep going. He teaches that everything can be made possible.

Striving and struggling souls, continuously searching for solutions and answers will find the strong and unshakable support they need in Jophiel, which goes for spiritual matters as well as earthly problems calling for solutions. He comforts those that were denigrated and abandoned, unwearyingly staying by their side to light their way and lead them out of hopelessness and despair. Jophiel is also concerned in beautifying the planet by cleansing it of pollution and lends his assistance to those engaging in the vital mission of helping our environment.”

I found out recently that I will not be attending UW Madison this fall. It’s incredibly disappointing, but I’m trying really hard not to just give up, wallow and brood…no matter how much I really want to do that.

Queen of Cups reversed

The Queen of Cups is all about using emotions or intuition or even artistic creativity to get things done. Reverse this card and emotions are either blocked or tilted up-side-down. That is, the person feels nothing, is numbed…or they have very dark feelings. This includes psychic abilities. A person’s psychic talents just aren’t working. Externally, the person may be taking too many medications or drinking too much alcohol, numbing or screwing up their emotions. This card, however, can also signal some bad internal problems. Hormonal imbalances, post-partum depression, bi-polar problems, and depression in general. Anything involving serious mood swings.

fucking period…I really hate feeling like this. time to take some pain killers.

women

when you tell someone you want to be just friends, don’t go saying stuff like…”wanna cuddle” or when I say no, “that’s harsh but I deserve it” no it’s not harsh. it’s not something I’m saying to get back at you, it’s just the truth, the only friends I cuddle with are one’s I’ve known for a very very long time. so sorry, but just friends means just that.

umm, I don’t know what to write for my first post….

GO OBAMA

that’s all.

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